Feb 2, 2011 Hard day

What a way to start the month of Feb. Got on FB and one of Casey Friends Dustin Smith posted a pic I had never seen before of Casey. It was a glorious pic, his wonderful smile spread across his face and his eyes light up like sunshine.  I was so happy to see it like getting to see him again. Then the tears rolled down my face as I printed this pic out. Checked on Nichole FB site and she had posted a pic of her and casey with him kissing her ear. Now the tears are pouring , My God I miss him so much. I thank God for giving me this new picture of him that I do not have but in my heart I want more, I want him, to hold and tell him how much I miss and need him. I know to be so Thankful for this new pic but it breaks my heart also. Then I have to stop and know that his friends miss him, his sister misses him, I am so thankful that he is still alive in all there hearts.  OK got to go to much to deal with. ......