Been a busy week or so. Great news i have lost 2 more lbs. missed a whole week of workin out. No excuse for me, jeann was sick wit severe back pain and i was just to lazy to go alone. Paid dearly for that when we went back to gym. Felt like we were startin over again. Damn not goin let that happen again to hard to start again.
Yesterday attend the funeral of my first cousin husband Bart Bartkociak. had live a active and full 88 years to be killed in a terbile auto accident. my cpusin is many years younger than him. They had three beatiful dautghers together. The best thing said about funerals is the fact u get see many family members u have not seen in years. sad part is it makes me think that my own mothers health is declining in front of my eyes. yes much of it is self inflicked but still declinin. I am at hospital todaywit her to get light run iinto stomach. Then Thurs. She will have to come back and get colon light down. joseph also plannin to retake drivers permit test either today or tomorrow.rSooo have many a fast days to live thru this week. No time to think about weight. thank God hospital has wlan so i can @ least work on my blog a bit. Lol foward march as this days moves ahead. god is testin my patience, my steadfastness, and just sittin wit me today as mother does this. I look @ her and see my mother aging, This makes my heart sad to see her give up on life. i love u moma.I take these momentsof time wit her and know to embed thhem in my mind to hold on to forever.
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